My shame created an unloving hate towards my own heart, which is not pleasing to Father.

The demon was able to perform the same work the video games did.  Falsehoods, false feelings, all energy.  All illness.

The demon could hear my prayers if it had the ability to touch me and read my mind's thoughts as they formed inside.  That's why its lies came through.  That is also why it was easy for it to deceive me when it did...but that also means...that every other time I thought I was receiving a thought injection of a response in prayer, it was actually not.  It sure has tried to obscure things.  Or is this something that had just recently developed?  I know for certain that I was provided beneficial things that had not trapped me, but only set me free.  Therefore, rather, the demon seemingly found the pattern that was utilized to communicate with me in prayer, and thus, does the same thing to try to control me.  I am not sure how long it has been able to do that, but I know the good things that have come.

1 Corinthians 13:6  The truth.  It is how two who truly do love each other can truly fall in love with each other.

The things the demon is able to do are unnatural, just like my sleeping habits, and other bad habits.  Yet, the current system of the world may not so easily allow for that.  Possibly also why they are more able and apt to take advantage of me while I am driving, too. I do need to heartfully pray for forgiveness for those things, though.  Not that it will stop the molestation, but, ... it is all a transgression against Father that I have not properly prayed concerning.

Not all things need be said at a particular time.  Not all things need be heard at a particular time.

Hot tea or cool water are retained in the mouth and produces a pleasant change.  Luke warm water doesn't provide a change to the temperature for Father's mouth.  Perhaps more helpful in concept of Revelation 3?  Definitely seems so, as it says that it is wished that one is either hot or cold, not lukewarm.  The cold part didn't make much sense, till considering the cool water.

There must be a way of not sharing things others are not prepared for.  Yet, one can just write it all out and place it somewhere to be read in its own time.  Just like scripture.  One should just read it all from beginning to end and think they have absorbed all that they can.  It is a continuous learning and gathering process to put the Great Jigsaw further and further together.

It's bad to cut at a good desire.  Yet, Father does not allow oneself to be heart sick if one allows the good desire to continue.  However, one must be careful what may be caused out of the lack of fulfillment that may occur.  This being, a desire to hang out with friends and be mutually strengthened.  If one is drawn away, they might allow themselves to commit sin in hanging with the wrong crowd.

It will not be that I am secluding myself, but rather, that I am just going to be in a different place.  It is not avoiding a group of people, it is just in not choosing the same path.

Another strategy evil uses is to nag.  Only by totally cutting it off does one escape it.

The goodness in a person's heart could be attempted to be isolated by others like one would isolate a colorful bird.

Faith in Christ is important in walking like Christ, because this is also faith in the Way, Truth, and the Life.  There is also much more.

There was the desire to look at the news for interesting articles again.  It wasn't destroyed, but...I am not sure what it is really seeking.

One must be careful in that evil can stimulate one's mind in ways it shouldn't normally.  One should also not be too distraught over the things they are not strong against, yet.

I now even find myself thinking of going back to Best Buy to work and hang out and chill.  I must not just kill the desire.  It'll be what it is.  The desire, itself, seeks camaraderie perhaps.  Not a bad thing.  They way it finds its way to think of a solution is...no good, though.  [Perhaps there is a way to keep a desire as a desire, rather than as a thought in order to satisfy the desire]

If one does strike at one of their own meridians, they could actually slowly kill themselves.  The heart meridian being linked to developing disease fighting cells is a deep concept in itself.

The seven meridians theory suggests that the heart is actually faceted at seven points that go down one's nerves.  So when one guards their heart, they guard their whole being.  Pressure points and reflexology also seem to also help provide information on these concepts.

To clear oneself of one's abominations.  To be cleansed of it regardless of how it makes me feel, with or without.  Not ignoring the pure things that are clean, but being sure that abominations are swept out and that the Truth is focused upon, so that love is truly practiced in all of one's being.  It is not by feeling or knowledge, but purely by Father, Herself.

Jeremiah 17:9 One's whole being is sick based on the chakra concept.  There certainly is no happiness without Father.

One's chakras are recharged by absorbing colors...  If one is pulled far from the influence of their own chakras, they may be mellowed out, and maybe have low movement or flow of that energy.  I wonder if one's favorite color is likened to a particular meridian based on a particular meridian's said color that oneself is more apt towards acting on, being influenced by, or has a preference for.

Just studying Father's Law that She had provided for the Israelites in the testament helps to provide such wisdom and understanding for why and how Father does what She does in everything.

I told a coworker at my job that I don't have a favorite color anymore, and that I don't listen to music.  Of course, I get songs played in my head often, but it doesn't mean I am listening or paying attention.  A difficult part of it all seems to be in how artless things are.  Colorless, or lacking upbeat life to all of it.  Not so very vibrant.  Shades of gray rather than a spectrum of color.  That seems to come and go...  Sometimes I am really happy and other times I get sad.  Yet...  For the most part, I am just chilling and mellowing out.

The things I think are funny are also the things that seem to be a silly honest answer.  At the same time, I can provide that in a sarcastic, yet still serious, manner.  It's really dry humor, and/or being really smart about things.  I don't totally understand why others may see my personality as serious.  It's actually not as much serious or mature, because I know I have been shown it is not that.  Rather, it's just how things don't strike me in the same way as it might others.  If someone were to tell a joke, and others would laugh, but I don't, it's just because I am not effected by it, and I am just standing back and looking at it.  It's not being serious, it's just not being influenced.  Big difference, and yet, it can be so easily mistook, it seems.  Kind of strange...  Perhaps that is one way the heart is deceitful and correlates with how one's outward appearance can also be deceitful.

If it weren't for Father protecting me even from myself, I might be very sickly and dying, now.  Maybe much, much worse.

One thing a person does seem to become much more of when their different senses have been left untouched or not utilized is to be much more sensitive.