Father is, was, always will be righteous in all He does.  There was anger towards me because my actions had created months of pain on others, and wouldn't have occurred if I had maintained the advice He had provided to begin with.  Much less, I created such pain even to myself by cultivating something that couldn't just be uprooted, and further stirred up things that could have been left down if I had maintained Father's Wisdom.  Father had to take action to stop the pain from continuing or things would have continued to deteriorate down the wrong way.  I had truly taken the gifts He had provided and did wrongly with them, and only allowed myself to become unnecessarily tormented by them, if I had not taken what was given and used it incorrectly.  I was told to be prepared to utilize them in the proper way when the time comes.  Father did have to step in to take away things I should not have been getting involved with.  Just as one shouldn't stir up or awaken love until the appropriate time, it seems that that same thing exists in other aspects of oneself, and in that way, can show how love may include so many more things than possibly might be imagined.

The advice provided at 1 Corinthians 7 can be applied to many other parts of one's life, not just marriage, but any parallels marriage may have.  I am not sure how many or what other parallels there are, but entertainment, video games and the like seem to have a similar stance, in being torn between pleasing Father and allowing part of one's heart to not be engaged in complete heartsickness.

I do not always understand everything at first, but it is important to maintain what Father has shared and continue to ponder it until understanding does come.  [waiting at Wisdom's doorstep]

In a way, I divorced myself from parts of my own heart.  The indulgence in the electronic entertainment was largely able to control my heart, and was largely promiscuous at the same time.

It is not good to seek satisfaction from the world, as one will always be found wanting.  A recollection of Paul's talk about control, 1 Corinthians 6:12-17

Something interesting about the Law concerning allowing a tree to grow and mature, it's first seasons and such of its fruits being untouched.  This same Law can be applied with Wisdom to other aspects of oneself and that which is around themselves.