Ecclesiastes 5:6 Messenger?

Looking to the past for understanding, and if oneself should be involved, viewing it objectively rather than subjectively so as to not analyze it in an improper way, manner, or in the wrong perspective?

Do not sleep with a full stomach and much energy to stay awake.

If the demon can touch me, they can probably do other things to me.  [I need to be definitely watchful for situations where the demon can touch me, but I can't tell.  That is going to take extra vigilance]

An immature attitude is not conducive to one's memory of wisdom.  I need to watch that and have a sincere love for Father with a serious mindset.

I need to be careful in receiving any of their thought injections, as they weaken my armor.  Problem is in understanding what Father is trying to show and explain to me, over what the demon is trying to coerce me into doing.

I might want to try to find the patterns of things going on before they occur more than once.

One shouldn't seek to bulk up in fat, or allow that to occur.

Don't sleep at an improper time.  Ever.

The day time is not an appropriate time to sleep.  I asked for a night job, but now I must be sure to heed all the said consequences.

If evil is given an inch, they might take a foot, and from a foot, a whole yard, until every square inch of Father's territory is obtained.  One must be vigilant not to allow evil within an arrow's shot distance.  Or laser.  Or other defensive, high power weapon.  I need to be sure to check by Father's Spirit and all other things, of which Father's Spirit has a say in, which is everything, when I get a certain touch or feeling.  I must be careful that all things match up as much as possible, and that nothing is out of line or not seeming wrong.

A lack of sleep allows me to be slower at things, slowing down processes that need time to analyze properly.  It also enables me to see each thought objectively, rather than subjectively, which may be a bad idea because it could cause more of a rash reaction and perhaps even not see it as well as Father can.

Even demons can mimic oneself being juiced.  One should be careful to not accept that by even testing that.  Even if I don't feel it, Father's love might still pour out and forth.

There really are only two polar opposites.  There isn't a third.

They can hold themselves at a distance and wait for the right moment they feel that I will depend on my heart for something, or some aspect of my understanding.  In all of that, I need to remain in constant prayer and focus towards Father in everything.

It is all only an extended testing period.  That's all.  [I showed I had love for evil.  It is all a very stern and strong rebuke.  There are still many lessons to be learned.  Still a lot to tear down, a lot to build up, and out of it all, to be focused towards Father no matter what.  Father already knew what would come to possibly pass, and tried to warn me ahead of time so that I knew.  My heart, my shame, my very foundation of wrongful attitude...  It is interesting that it is what we love that we are given...if one truly loves death, that is what they will receive, because if they do not love Father, they certain love death.  Because Father, as Christ had said in John 14:6, Father is life]

There was a point in time that I had welcomed rebuke and discipline.  When I prayed for the demon to be removed, I was punished further for more transgression, because the attitude of welcoming rebuke and discipline wasn't being exemplified.  My attitudes seem to be at the core of the issues at hand.  My very heart's perspectives and way.  Not to say that all these things that are being built may not have to be torn back down if something evil was to be found amongst it all, but it would be better to destroy nearly completely and start over with little, than to continue inside a house that would cause my death when it collapses.  My goals should never have been and are not now to remove evil from myself.  That is all truly in Father's hands, as my protection is greatly obvious.  I would probably be dead and without air right now if Father wasn't protecting me from being strangled.

I should focus on the things that I should be doing, and focus on the things I can do, with a proper loving attitude, mature and serious minded, that is humbly loving towards Father.  What I cannot do, Father will help to take care of.  Every time I hear it, I need to block it off.  I also need to be sure that I am not straying off the narrow path by looking at things that will weaken me, getting into trains of thought that are not acceptable, and simply exemplifying the Way in every possible aspect that I know I am every bit capable of.  Father does not make Her servants immature or weak.  Thus, I should exercise each of those things properly, lovingly, and justly.  As is my duty, and more than that.  A true desire for Father.

I need to maintain what I have been taught, regardless of the stumbling blocks.

To note, demons can make a blip or sparkle of light, create "pleasant" feelings as well as painful ones.  Demons are not out of control or all powerful, though.  Staying in Father's protection and direction will help keep one safe in Father's full armor.  Whatever a demon says, don't even pay attention to it.  Lies need not be heeded.  However, there are consequences for deceit, which may be good depending on how the deceit is used, or bad.  All tools the holy side may use may be used by the evil side.

By the way, one of the other things evil seems to continually try to do is bring a person under some sort of control, and/or destroy them.  Evil can't really do anything but destroy.

There are certain constants that I must not allow myself to lose sight of.  The things Father has instantiated and made sure I understand I must not lose, no matter what evil may try to illude my understanding to believe.  Evil will try to overlap the Truth with their own lies and deceit, but Father's Light cannot be concealed by the darkness.  It doesn't even make any sense for dark shadows to be able to absorb the Light.  But if one allows something that shouldn't happen in Father's Creation to occur within oneself, they create an abomination out of themselves that does not belong in Father's Creation.  That much is true in that people are made in Father's image, and likewise, have the ability to create evil and sinful things within their own self.  In that way, they become more and more of an abomination on the outside as they are on the inside, until they transgress willfully, and they must be extinguished.  The process of sinful desire can be stopped, like a building that grows blight or mold or mildew on the inside.  This process was further explained in scripture, given in Father's Law as for what one should do in the case of this occurrence within one's dwelling.  If an evil continues to grow within their household, and the house continues to get cleaned out time and time again, the whole house will have to eventually be vacated and destroyed.  One should see to looking that up in scripture.  It can give oneself a good idea of how Father operates within Her own dwelling in one's own heart.  In fact, it is Leviticus 14:33-57.

If the mildew inside the house comes back after the whole house was replastered and everything, the whole house would have to go.  In that way, a new house would have to be built.  One must always be ready and willing to do any of these things.  It can be forgiven that one has mildew that grows in one's being, as by Father's Ransom Sacrifice through Her Son Christ Jesus, so the pattern of the Law given in the first part of the testament is not something that is to be followed as if one follows the Law, because the full Law cannot possibly be followed and one cannot be justified by it, however, there is still great wisdom and pattern for how Father takes action that one may learn by studying the Wisdom of Her Law.

This is the same with myself, that I am going through...but only one facet.  Simply put, shame and contempt for myself was used to build up humility, selflessness, seriousness and maturity.  The shame had to be removed, and all that glued those values to myself hence went as well.  I am now just about starting out from scratch, learning how to properly cultivate humility in a loving and true way; in a way that lasts forever and bears all burdens.  One must build up correctly.  At the same time, one must be prepared to have to start all over again, even if their house would be a mansion.  It would be better to vacate a house that is going to kill its inhabitants, tear it down and build something better in its place, than to stay in that house and eventually willfully sin against Father and die.

And so, I am, again, at a focus of how I should sleep properly.  Proper times, proper place...proper attitudes and proper motivation for sleeping.  It all has to be that way in Father's eyes.  To tell the Truth, I still have not yet discovered it.  It does not lie in a certain number of hours, it does not lie in the form I sleep, or anything of physical or fleeting nature.  It is all spiritual.  To tell the Truth, I know I don't actually need sleep.  I just get tired, tis all.  Father is capable of things we are truly incapable of, and one need not even eat anything.  They would literally just be sustained by Father's Spirit, if Father would have that.  All that is truly required is that one seriously and undoubtedly follows Father's Spirit, regardless of how horrible one may feel, or anything else of any nature.