Much study wearies the body. Ecclesiastes 12

[That's kind of strange, because studying utilizes the brain...right?]

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There shouldn't be frustration with limits. They are there for and with good reason. One might do well to learn what those reasons are. This can increase and exercise one's understanding, and even grow more fruits, like reasonability.

There is no end to learning.

There can be holes in your armor. Regular maintenance could include looking for such.

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I am not sure what it is, but writing things down before compiling them here seems like a sort of process that seems to work. There is just something about writing something as oppose to typing it...

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Sleeping at the wrong time has allowed them to be heard easier... I know there's a correlation. My heart pains by the different evil thought injections. Certain ones.

I just never accept failure or submit to the flesh.

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[Just a note, the following was under a realization that my attitudes were totally out of whack, and... after a little bit, too, I was told to chill out a little. I was pretty fired up, I did need to cool down just a bit...but this is being shared so that others might be able to observe and possibly learn further from experiences that others have]

I was told I would break down, I was told that I would crash! I was told that I'd go overboard, that I needed to chill out or cool down! Look what has... If I don't run out further and ease back closer, I might miss it completely.

This was one attitude I was supposed to have this whole time! To strive forward with zeal, not to give in, not to give up, keep the expectations nominal.

I shouldn't and must not beat myself up wen I can't get where I feel I need to be, but neither will I relent in my duties, nor in my weakness.

My true and maximum performing self is defined by a forward march without lack or laziness. Where have I been?! This is exactly who I have been wanting to be!

The reason I eat, drink, sleep, be clothed, or anything shouldn't ever have been for enjoyment, ever!

If I don't take extra measures to be defended, how will I manage when the enemy does that bit extra I didn't? But that's not the point.

My armor from Father... was weaker with my heart towards Him.

I was brutally attacked and abused even as a child!

One must not go too far one way or another, it is only destructive at extremes.

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If laughter is madness and pleasure does not accomplish anything, yet there is still a time and place for any of those things, what is that saying?

And if one has the ability and enough control to utterly extinguish laughter, pleasure, and many of those other things, even joy or sorrow, what does that mean?

Ecclesiastes 2:2

There seems to be a time and place for all things, and a proper application for everything that there is...

One shouldn't be a mocker. One can mock without consciously trying to, and their actions can even be derived down to see if there is a point of mocking or ridicule there.

Proverbs 17:5... one shouldn't rejoice about their rebuke or punishment... that would be like asking for pain, masochistically.

A mocker ridicules without basis.

One shouldn't take action or react without knowing what they are doing; that wouldn't be smart. Yet, with as much as there is, one will find themselves making mistakes. In all of it, though, one shouldn't race to not make mistakes, because that's an ill pursuit. Things should be "taken in strike," mistakes learned from and not repeated. Then, those other things that continue to come, continue to be learned from. When a mistake is realized, one should ask forgiveness, learn, and continue forward with the lesson instilled in their heart.

There isn't a death penalty for all mistakes. If there is a time and place for laughter, which is madness, then those implications are enormous. The nature of Free Will... almost seems like the choice of what one does with all they have. Can one choose something about something they do not have?

Just because something doesn't turn out quite right or wasn't utilized in the proper way doesn't mean it should all be cast out immediately. The evil of it should get contained, while the good should stay. Then, when the evil is contained and all is sorted out, the evil is expelled for good.

When Father divided the people by their language, He also made so much change in the way they think, act, and up to what we may all see as "culture."

Laughter is a reflection in what a person finds humoring or funny. This can range from things that make sense to things that aren't quite right. A person can seemingly laugh at anything, but only some things are good and others bad, not to mention the type of laugh that is performed.

Why would Father think anything is funny? Everything makes sense to Her, in our creation, so what does that imply?

Why is laughter existent?

Need to search scripture for "laugh."

There are pleasant smells, and unpleasant smells. What is the purpose of pleasant smell? Attraction is one... Can be tried to be utilized to hide something not so pleasant.

Everything in creation is there because it should be, really important, that is. If one thing were missing, millions of effects would result.

Laughter, happiness, at first, one might seem to be able to last without them, but if they are a necessary part of creation, then why do they exist? To balance things out. At the same time, one can have much of both that balances things, and very little, adding moderation in concept to a second dimension. The third dimension? Perhaps that is the amount that that energy is shared or distributed around oneself, and/or perhaps the natural dissipation of those energies. Reminds me of string theory.

Demons seem to try to utilize fear in order to get close to their objective. It is more than a controlling tactic, it's also a hole in a person's armor, Father's Active Force protecting them.